आत्मकथा

esjk tUe lu~ 1974 ds Jko.k ekl esa

'kqDy i{k dh lIreh dks

esjh ek¡ ds 'kgj cEcbZ esa gqvk gSA

mez ds lk<+s rhuosa cjl esa fy[kus i<+uk lh[kus ds cgqr igys fp= cukuk 'kq: gks x;k gSA dkxt+ vkSj jaxhyh dyeksa dk bart+ke ek¡ ds ftEes gSA og vius igys miU;kl ^vius lkFk* ij dke dj jgh gSA ge nksuksa vius vyx vyx dkeksa ds fy, ,d rjQ lkbDyksLVkbYM dkxt+ bLrseky djrs gSaA elyk ;s gS] fd os mruh nsj fy[k ldrh gSa ftruh nsj fp=ksa dh nqfu;k eq>s my>k, j[ks! jax :i jl /ofu dk ;g tky] eNyh ds tky dh rjg ,d lkFk gh ukt+qd vkSj et+cwr gSA dbZ isVh Hkj fp= ml lQy tky dk izek.k gSa!

tkus dgk¡ dgk¡ ls dkxt+ ij vtc yksdksa ds xt+c tho mrj vkrs gSa !

mls ;s tho Hkkrs gSaA og dgrh gS os lc esjs fp=ksa ls gksrs gq, gh igys igy bl lalkj esa vkrs gSa! bl NksVh nsg okyh cM+s psgjs dh yM+dh dks mlus vius nwljs miU;kl ds fy, vHkh ls fjt+oZ dj fy;k gS!

lks] nj[+rksa is p<+rs&mrjrs] cPpksa dks Vh-oh- ls nwj [khapus ds mik; [kkstrs] u, [ksy vkfo"dkj djrk cpiu csrjg O;Lr] jle; vkSj iw.kZ gSA

D;k vpjt fd Ldwyh nqfu;k esa eu ugha jerkA

nksLr cs'kd ;gk¡ Hkh gSaAvkSj dqN VhplZ Hkh& nksLr&ls!

;w¡ ?kj&Ldwy ds vykok Hkh

jeus dks dbZ lalkj gSaA

ij bruk r; gS fd jknqxk izdk'ku] ekWLdks dh fdrkcksa ds fp=] dFkk] NikbZ vkSj dher

dk eqdkcyk djuk fdlh ds cl dk ugha gSA

blds vykok dbZ vU; ijh&ikrky&nso&ek;k yksdksa esa vkoktkgh ls fQt+k esa ,d cs[k+kSQh lh gSA fpRr pSrU; gSA

Most of All

I like to invent

Games,

Characters,

Stories.

Otherwise

they are the days

of Russian storybooks

Some illustrators are sublime.

bu dYiukyksdksa ls ckgj] Hkksiky ds yksd vkSj vkfnoklh dyk o dFkk dh nqfu;k esa izos'k lgt gSA ;gk¡ ekuks ?kj&ckgj ,d gks x, yxrs gSaA

dyk fo'ofo|ky; esa isafVx dk izf'k{k.k vHkh [+k;ky Hkj gSA

Bhd ;kn ugha og fdldk fopkj gS(

cgqr laHko gS] esjk gh jgk gks!

cgjgky] 1992 dh tqykbZ esa eSa [kqn dks cM+kSnk Qkbu vkVZl QSdYVh ds fp=dyk foHkkx esa cSBk ikrh g¡wA

fp=dkj foUlsaV oku xkWx ds fp= ns[krs

vkSj HkkbZ fFk;ks dks fy[ks muds i= i<+rs]

iqLrdky; esa chrs fnu] Le`fr esa l?ku o rkt+s gSaA

?kj o fe=ksa dks fy[ks i=ksa esa foUlsaV

vkSj mlds i= csjksd&Vksd vkrs gSaA

fdUrq fof/k dk dqN ,slk fo/kku gS fd tgk¡ tkus dks eSaus cjlksa bart+kj fd;k] og txg eq>s vf/kd nsj vius ikl j[k ugha ikrhA

gk¡] ?kj ykSVdj v¡xzst+h uk tkuus okys

dqN nksLrksa ds fy, foUlsaV ds i=ksa dk

fgUnh vuqokn djus dh izsj.kk gksrh gSA

LFkkuh; dkWyst esa lkfgR;] laLd`r vkSj bfrgkl i<+rs gq, /khjs ls dfork dk irk feyrk gSA ,feyh fMdsUlu esjh fiz; dfo gaSA og izse] lkSan;Z] e`R;q] vuUr ij fy[krh gaS ,sls] tSls og ^dksbZ ugha* gksA

vc rd mudk i<+k xqu gh jgh gw¡A

flusek dh vksj eq>s D;k [khaprk gS\

loky dh rg esa tkus ij

,d fcac dkSa/krk gS& Hkktk dh xqQk ls nh[kk fojkV dk lk n'kZu!

fQYe Ldwy izFken`"V;k izse gSA

;gha esjh HksaV egkdky ls gksrh gS(

mlds lkFk vkrk gS bd ^dHkh uk [k+Re gksus okys cslcc bart+kj* dk HkkoA

viuh igyh Nk= fQYe ^Ms<+ cts*

ds cuus ds nkSjku ckFkZ dh iqLrd

^yolZ fMLdkslZ* eq> ij NkbZ gqbZ gSA

'kwfVax dh bl rLohj esa fQYe ds vfHkusrk dqeqn feJ ds gkFkksa esa ogh iqLrd gSA

rks ^dHkh uk [k+Re gksus okys ml cslcc bart+kj* ds vykok esjs lalkj esa gS dqN nksLr vkSj fQYe ds Hkhrj&ckgj

gekjh viwoZ ;k=k,¡---

vkSj ,d rhoz vkHkkl fd ;s fnu ykSVdj ugha vk,¡xsA

dqN fQYedkj&v/;kidksa ds lkFk xqt+js tknqbZ fnu Hkh vfoLej.kh; gSaA

viuh vc rd dh ;k=kvksa dks flusek esa cqurs [kkstrs ge viuh vtkuh] laHkkfor ;k=kvksa dks ikl cqykrs gSaA

...and some teachers.

esjh Mk;ykWx fQYe fueZy oekZ dh dgkuh

^,d fnu dk esgeku* ij vk/kkfjr gSA

dfo uohu lkxj vkSj esjh nksLr lgikBh vuqiek vfHku; dj jgs gSaA

esjh fMIyksek fQYe ek¡ dh dgkuh ^txg* ij vk/kkfjr gSA

fQYe dk uke nks gQ~rs xqt+jrs nks gQ~rs ugha yxrsA

dfork dks Ropk ij eglwlrs]

dyk esa fopkj djuk lh[krs]

flusek esa tknw jprs]

rst+ cgrh unh esa fFkjk tkus]

/;kuLFk gks tkus dk vuqHko gSA

dfork vkSj vketu dk vkilh lEca/k]

laokn eq>s csrjg vkdf"kZr dj jgk gSA

2001&2 esa fe= xqjfoanj ds izkstsDV ds rgr iatkc ds fdLls] izse vk[;ku vkSj lwQh laxhr dk laxzg.k djrs gq, xk¡o xk¡o HkVduk ,d vuqHko gSA

yksxksa ls HksaVuk] muds thou esa

laxhr dh Hkwfedk dks tkuuk ;knxkj gSA

mu fnuksa ds dqN lw= orZeku esa f[kaps pys vkrs gSaA

LoxhZ; x+enwj veu ds cPps cM+s gks x, gSaA

csVk ckok fldanj vPNk xkrk gSA

2003 esa eSa vkSj 'kEik dPN vkSj ef.kiqj dh ;k=k,¡ djrs gSaA

ge dqEgkj dyk esa ijEijk vkSj otZuk ij fQYe cuk jgs gSaA

fQYe dk uke% ^pkd ls ijs*A

2004 esa dforkvksa dh esjh ikaMqfyfi] Hkkjrh; KkuihB vius uoys[ku iqjLdkj

ds rgr izdkf'kr djrk gSA iqLrd dk uke% ^ijNkbZa dh f[kM+dh ls*A

2005 esa bZjkuh dfo Q:x+ Q:[kt+kn

dh dqN vn~Hkqr dforkvksa dks

fo'o dfork ij dsafnzr if=dk ruko ds Lora= vad ds fy, vuwfnr djus dh izsj.kk gksrh gSA

bl vn~Hkqr dfo ls esjk izFke ifjp;

mrus gh vn~Hkqr fQYedkj

vCckl fd;jksLrkeh dh fQYe esa gqvk FkkA

2008 esa cuh fQYe lcn fujarj

ik¡p cjl xgjs 'kks/k dk Qy gSA

;s ekyok tuin ds yksd esa O;kIr e/;dkyhu HkfDr dfork dh

vuqxw¡t dk vk[;ku gSA

fuekZrk% T;ksRLuk feyu

foUlsaV oku xkWx ds i=ksa dk vuqokn djrs gq, ,d vkSj uk;kc fdrkc esjs lkeus vkrh gS& byk HkV~V dh fy[kh ^oh vkj iwvj cV lks eSuh*A

i=ksa ds vuqokn dks fojke nsdj eSa bldk vuqokn djrh gw¡A

;g iqLrd okXnsoh chdkusj ls Nih gSA

2007 ls 2017] nl cjl esjk dke nksLr dfo] dykdkj] fQYedkj v?;Z clq ds lkFk tqM+ tkrk gSA

;s lHkh dke ,sls l?ku jpukdeZ dk Qy gSa fd ftldk vk/kkj lk>k gSA

o yksd xk;dksa] dykdkjksa] tutkrh; leqnk;ksa ds lkFk feydj fd;k x;k ;s ,d yEck vkSj xgjs ljksdkjksa okyk dke gSa tks cgqr t+:jh vkSj laHkkouk'khy gSaA

bu dkeksa esa gekjk izeq[k mn~ns'; tkfr fyax Hkk"kk laLd`fr leqnk; ds vkjikj fc[kjs yksxksa dks jpukRed lw=ksa ds ek/;e ls tksM+uk gSA lht+uxzs ds ist ij mlds rgr lEiUu dbZ rjg dh dk;Z'kkykvksa ds ckjs esa tkuk tk ldrk gSA

2010 esa eSa fQYe laLFkku iq.ks esa fQYe v/;kiu ds fy, ykSVrh gw¡A ;s esjk Lo;a ls fd;k gqvk nl cjl iqjkuk okns dk fgLlk gSA

lkSHkkX; ls ml oDr mUgsa Vh-oh- ds funsZ'ku foHkkx esa t+:jr gSA

2011 esa foUlsaV oku xkWx ds i=ksa ds vuqokn dks ge lht+uxzs ls Nkius dh igy djrs gSaA

bldh iqLrd ds mn~?kkVu ds fy, ge Hkkjr Hkou Hkksiky esa ,d ubZ LVst izLrqfr djrs gSa ftlesa rhu y?kq fQYeksa dk fuekZ.k Hkh 'kkfey gSaA bl izLrqfr esa dbZ ek/;eksa dk feyktqyk iz;ksx gS vkSj bleas LFkkuh; dfo dykdkjksa fQYedkjksa ukVddkjksa us feydj dke fd;k gSA

iqLrd dks vc jks'kukbZ izdk'ku] dk¡pjkikjk forfjr dj jgk gSA

fQYe laLFkku esa dk;Z'kkyk ds rgr Nk=ksa ds lkFk feydj] bVkyks dSyfouks dh ,d dgkuh dk fQYe esa :ikarj.k djrs gSaA

ge bls ey;kye Hkk"kk esa cukus dk iz;ksx djrs gSaA fQYe dks 'kq# ls var rd cukus dh izfdz;k esa lHkh izfrHkkfx;ksa ds cgqr dqN cuus lh[kus dk ;ksx gSA

;s vyx ckr gS fd bl ?kVuk ds QyLo:i esjk frekgh dkaVzsDV fjU;w ugha fd;k tkrkA ljdkjh dkxt+ eq>s fQYe ladk; ds fy, ^jsdesaM* djrs gq, Vh-oh- ds fy, ^vksojDokSfyQkbM* crykrs gSa!

?kVuk dks le>us ds fy, eq>s oDr pkfg,A

;s oDr eq>s viuh v/kwjh fQYe dks ykSVus esa Hkh enn nsrk gSA 2012 esa dFkk yksdukFk IDFSK dsjyk dh mn~?kkVu fQYe ds crkSj fn[kkbZ tkrh gSA

The film workshop however earns mii a surprise termination of contract with the recommendation of transfer to Film wing for being- 'overqualified for Tele-vision'.

I take a break to understand.

eSa dqN le; ds fy, fQYe foHkkx esa v/;kiu dks ykSVrh gw¡A

ysfdu laLFkku ds okrkoj.k esa vc jpukRed mtkZ dk vHkko vf/kd rst+h ls eglwl gks jgk gSA

,d Nk=ksa ds ny esa ds lkFk mudh fMIyksek y?kq fQYe esa crkSj funsZ'kd tqM+us ds fy, eSa gkeh Hkj nsrh gw¡A

fQYe dk uke ^,slk ugha gqvk Fkk rkgsjk* gSA ;g esjh dgkuh ^tqcsj dk uke tqcsj* ij vk/kkfjr gSA

Thereafter I am asked to join the department of Film Direction.

Learning continues.

fQYe laLFkku esa esjk nkukikuh iwjk gks x;k gSA laHkor% vc ge nksuksa gh ds ikl nsus ysus dks ckdh dqN cpk ugha gSA R;kxi= dk pquko ubZ ;k=k ds i{k esa esjk er gSA

vxyh ;k=k dk vHkh Bhd Bhd irk ugha ij Hkhrj dk Loj Li"V lqukbZ iM+ jgk gSA

dfo dykdkj dk rhjFk D;k gksrk gS\

2011 esa /kuxjksa vkSj okjdfj;ksa ds lkFk pyrs gq, ,d fujkyh ikB'kkyk esa 'kkfey gksus dh vuqHkwfr gksrh gSA fcuk nhokjksa dk Ldwy tgk¡ gj fnu tkus dk eu gksA

/khes pyus dk ladsr( lhek ds d¡Vhys rkjksa dks Hksnus] js[kkvksa dks mYyk¡?kus dh dyk dk ikB( chp dh catkjk txg esa lkFk tqM+us] lkspus] dke djus dh laHkkoukvksa dh ryk'kA

In 2014, I accept the offer to direct a short film as outside director with a student crew. Aisa Nahin Hua Tha Tahira/ Jumbled Cans.

Its based on mii story Zuber ka naam Zuber.

D;k ge bls ukseSMfQYeLdwy dgsa\

dFkkRed] x+Sj&dFkkRed] iz;ksxkRed ds chp dh t+ehu ryk'krh fQzD'ku fQYesa

Lora= ds cjDl ijLij dk flusekA

bl ukseSMfQYeLdwy esa ge vius di dks [kkyh djus ls vkjaHk djrs gSaA

ebZ 2014 esa ek¡ dks fny dk nkSjk iM+rk gSA

vM+ksl iM+ksl ds 'kqHkfpard dgrs gSa muds veyrkl esa Qwy vk,¡ gSaA os Bhd gksdj ?kj vk tk,¡xhA

ysfdu ge ns[krs gSa bl ckj Qwys veyrkl dk vius dfo izseh ds lkFk var/kkZu gks tkukA

In 2014, I accept the offer to direct a short film as outside director with a student crew. Aisa Nahin Hua Tha Tahira/ Jumbled Cans.

Its based on mii story Zuber ka naam Zuber.

lht+uxzs ds rgr vk/kqfud vkSj yksd vkfnoklh dykdkjksa] lsxhrdkjksa] vfHkusrkvksa ds lkFk dke tkjh jgrk gSA blds ek/;e ls ;qok vkSj vuqHkoh Kku vkSj deZ dk lk>k vkSj laokn dbZ f'kfojksa] fQYeksa] iVdFkkvksa ds vkjikj u, u, #i ysrk gSA